back for the summer

PLENTY of things to do this summer

and best of all, for these 2 and 1/2 months, I don't need to care about studying, except on 20th August onwards that is. However, it's still bloody worth it.

Goals for this summer?

1. learn the piano
2. lose weight, at least 4 kgs.
3. travel!
4. accessorize my mac :D
5. RELAX

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OH and btw these days I've been pretty busy setting up an online blog shop with Jasmine and Ching theing.

please please check it out :D 

the clothes are pretty nice and affordable =)

sabrina.

the clock is ticking.

it's unbelievable that 

within 5 weeks we'll be sitting for our A2 exams.

and that

within 5 months we'll be going into universities.

we're getting old.

we have so much to decide.

we need to make a hell a lot of choices.

we have so many expectations from our parents, friends. and mostly ourselves.

we'll be separated.

we'll see each other less often.

we may not be as close as before.

we will not have the life we use to have and love.

well i guess it's another step you take in life.

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i think it's the stress that's really hitting me.

i'm having my internal exams, and today is the 2nd day and i've realised how screwed i am for my a2 exams, and if i don't work hard, i wont be able to go to ucl.

the offer is AAA btw. so i really have to work hard.

because i'm not gifted. i'm not naturally smart and i don't have a particular talent in any subject. 

if i'm not able to meet the offer, i wouldn't want to regret and say that i never work enough to achieve what i had. 

i want to do the best i can.

oh god i sound so bloody emo.

shit. i have to study shit shit....

sabrina.

(p.s this blog will remain untouched until the summer when i finish my exams, sorry :D )

the worst. hangover ever.

man..i feel like throwing up. i've spent my valentines day drunk. and this is probably the worst hangover i have ever had.

and i crave for greasy food. 

GIMME A CHEESE BURGER...

oh btw,

well i'm one day late. i was suppose to write this post yesterday but never got the time. 

but happy belated valentine's day.

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i used to love having lots of presents on valentines day.

a bouquet of roses.

a huge teddy bear which has cheesy lines on it. 

chocolates.

candy.

you get the drift.

but come to think of it. valentine's day is suppose to be a day to celebrate your love for someone. it doesn't need to be symbolized with all the stupid gifts, fancy presents.

all you need is each other on that day.

my ideal valentine's day last time. was like

in the morning he'd surprise me with flowers, breakfast.

then bring me out for lunch at a small cafe.

then we'll walk around town.. shop a little.

then dinner at a fancy restaurant.

it's so superficial. that's what i think now.

right now, my ideal valentine's day would be.

well..there isnt any particular plan.

i'd just be happy if he decided to go out for a picnic even.

heh

well.

the point for valentine's day to me.

is just to spend as much time with that someone

that i love.

sabrina.

happy new year everyone!

i'm off at 10.45 am to london.

i've been waiting a while for this, but my exams are in 13 days so i can't really let loose yet.

but oh well.

happy new year once again.

hopefully 2009 will be more interesting than 2008 :D

sabrina.

i can't believe i lost myself again.

he placed a hand on my cheek and kissed me gently on the lips. i lifted my chin and parted my mouth, his tongue danced around mine a little, soft and warm. Suddenly he had his arms around me, and he was pulling me against him, until i could feel his heart beating against my chest.

i came across a story that i wrote half way about 22 chapters with blank spaces here and there. I just wish i had the time to finish it, or actually bring myself to finish it.

but obviously I can't, writing about these things just make me miss..

everything. 

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so nothing much has been going on, went out a few times, met up with jean and dana and the rest of the concord bunch. but i've been trying to study

and finally these 2 days have been productive, i've been studying quite a bit, probably because i'm still not ready for my resits and i'm bloody stress.

plus i'm going off in 2 weeks (can't wait!! woopee)

i can't believe i'm saying this, but i prefer the cold raining weather, than hot humid thunderstorms, and still i have to bear with the SLOW FRIGGIN SLOW internet.

even concord's internet is faster. heck anything is faster than streamyx.

so anyway, i just dyed my hair on friday, and i kinda want the colour to be lighter, but oh well you cant have everything right..

my life is kinda at stand still right now.

and i think it'll remain that way for a while.

sabrina.